bengangnyer.....

eeeeeeeeeeee................sakit hatinyer.....

nape la....pe yang ak plan sume x jd....

npe la....npe la...npe la....

bnda2 sume nie la yang buat ak fedup dh nie.....

ble la nak dapat pe yang ak plan 2......

npe la ak x dpt.....

da hikmah ke sume nie?????

ish....pe la nk jadi nie......npe la.....

skng nie....pe yang ak rse x da spe yang tau...

lantak la....pasnie pe nk jd....jd la.....

geramnyer.............

hate this...hate this.......

oWh cUcUr yaNg sEdAp......

uJan2 cMniE...pErutKu pUn lApAr....

jAdI...PE lG...pEnYelEsAiAn nYer AdAlAh MakAn....

sO...sUrUh lA...mY mUm bUat sOmEtHinG yAng bOleH dImAkAn....

tHEn aFtEr a FeW mInuTe...

mY mUm bUaT la....cUcUr...

hahAhHAh....lMe bEtoL x MakaN cUcUr....

cUcuR mmG SoDAp mAkAn nGAn sAmbAl TumIs....

SoDAp2.....

HEhehEhEH....

NAk uPdAte bEnDa nIE jEw....

tAtAtIti anD tUTu.....

nIE cUcuR yAng sOdAp....

sUnDaY DaY.....

tOdAy iS sUnDaY....

aNd i Do maNY tHinG tOdAy...

aND i FEel VeRy hApY...( tRy tO aDmIt..)

aLsO i tRy tO foRgEt mY pRoBlEm....

bUt wHeN i TrY....thE pRobLem vErY cLoSe tO mY MiNd....

wHat cAn i dO????

oNlY sEtTiNg sIlEnt aNd wAiT tHe rIgHt tiME....

wAitiNg UnTil DiE......

tHe rEasOn....

he already know the reason....

but he dont know what i feel right now....

only Allah know what i feel right now....

help me to face all this....

and to u....

im so sory....i admit that i still love u...

but....nothing i can do to save this relation....

i dont have any strength to tell u about this....

sory dear....

i feel so dumb and useless.....

sory...sory....

nothing i can say only forgiveness from u.....

im sory to being like this....

i feel so sad...

because something happen to me...

a few minute ago....

he say to me....

" thanks for everything"...

what i can say...

only feel so dumb....

why to me???

and why he come when i try to forget all the memory...

ya Allah...help me to fine the best way for my life...

pE La nAk jAdI nIe.....

why ye...semenjak 2 menjak nie...

ak rase cm sunyi jew...

mood pn cm ilang2....

cuti sem amat membosankan...

nasib la ada adik2 kt umah...

bleh la usik2 dyeorg....ckp2 ngan dyeorg...

tp im still lonely...

why????i dont know....

i feel like now i dont have frenz....

urm...feel so lonely....

and i hate feel this feeling....

i hate this.....

but....i still wait the time....

what the time is it?????

urm.... i not to sure.....

pEnuh NAgn wEdDing.....

NApe Tyme2 cTie...oRg Ske wT KendUri KAwin...

aKu pUn x faHaM...mEmNAg tYmE nAk menGEmoKAkan BadaN la...

Dh lA Ak NIe mmG sEdiA gEmOk....

Ish2....aRinie mY aUnTy kWin...

bElAH LAki pLAk....kT kLAng...

mMg MEriah...tAhniAh cIK jIejIe kU SayaNg...

hOpe bAhaGiA sAMpAi akHir hAyAt.......

nIe PiC Ak NGAn mY AunTy...